:Confession
If you have been following my past blogs you must have realized that i ain't that good in English Language ..
My numerous language Errors are a proof of it.Adding to the spice is ma spelling Errors...
Highlighting the word 'Error' coz the way to perfection is making your Errors your Strength ..!!
Yooooo!!
Man I Worship THE SHAH RUKH KHAN like anything...
:I AM
OK back to my Stuff
Why have i started writing BLOG??
1.Coz Amitabh Bachchan,Aamir Khan and Salman Write Blogs...(Crap, Not coz of this)
2.I am not in the habit of writing a Diary.
3.Desperately wanted someone to share my story with.
4.Man !!! it makes me a lot relaxed..
5.Even you people who are reading know,how relaxed one feels after writing Blogs..
P.S. I Hate Aamir Khan and Amitabh Bachchan and i am not that much frustrated as it looks,i havn't started taking sleeping pills yet.
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Well,I've named this blog REBEL INSIDE...
I am a Guy from Asansol, a place 220 kms,south of Kolkata,a small city,23rd in the list of big cities in India.
Cleared my Secondary Examination From S.T.Patricks H.S.School.. I Love it,With 87.6% in ICSE.
A Upper Mediocre guy.. Better than Most
Life was amazing then So is it Now..(i mean da present date),Else the Intermediate phase was a total Shit except for Surjo,Kamalika an Suvi..(U people are Awsum)
A rush started as soon as the Mock exams were over,for admission into another school..
Fights,Arguments,Debates and quarrels were a daily scenario...
Situation was even worse than a patient in coma..
Kolkata,Durgapur,Asansol,Kota and Bangalore were on the list
The boards just got over and where to go where to go..!!! ???
Applied for S.T.Xaviers,La Martinere,Don Bosco and S.t James Kolkata,Riverside Asansol and S.T.Pats Asansol..
I desperately wanted to go to Kolkata...
Gave an open FIITJEE test,did well got a scolarhsip and Selected..Was On Cloud #9
Bansal Classes Cleared[the best for IITJEE in the country],Resonance Cleared,Riverside Cleared and Even SPS..
Tough Job it lukd...
I still wanted to Join FIITJEE,kol..Dad Not Interested...Unfortunate me Had To Go with Him (The only thing I regret in my Life)
Kota,Kota,Kota....... Was with Dad..!!
Why? Coz Akash was going there.(Akash-ma childhood friend,The Oldest and an Awsum Guy..Tooooo Good)
Me,Was least interested.. But 'Baap ka bat kaun talega???'.
23rd,April was ma B'day and 24th,2006 was the train...Fuck... I cudn't even enjoy ma Bday.
Kota was WooooooooW,Xcept for studies..MAn ur Dealing with IITJEE(Wich I Molested,brutally)
Man,for the first time in life,1000 mile away from home,old frnds..HAppy n Sad at da same time.
Met two of the best person in My Life(Thanx Dad) ANURAG AND RAHUL..(Man,U guyz were the best i can ask for)
Garg Residency was the place...N hey were the Show stoppers...
Shaanu,Anurag,Akash,Arnav,Jaggi,Piyush,Vishes,Sparsh,Bapi,Jabli,Rahul Bhaiya,Prakhar Bhaiya,Prateek Bhaiya Singh Ji and Sharma Ji...
The Best Perhaps...
Learnt a alot of new words..
#***# Its an ADULT BLOG...
BhenC**D,Maa Ka B****ra,Maa Ki C**t,Dumm Fuck,GayLord,Bhen Ka L**da... And what not..(Jabli,Sparsh n Jaydeep,Kya baat hai boss??)
In All this two years.. I learnt a lot,I cried a lot(I hated Kota),I lost a Lot,I Gained None,I saw myself turning into a man from a boy...
The years ended up,i dnt wana xpand them in detail coz it was jus hell and i dnt like recalling a sick past rather luk for a healthy future and Larger than life Present..
the 12th results were out,I wasted... i was partially devasted... But i belive in the SRK "Never Say Die" Attitude.. So i move on..
As babai says "The Crownless,shall be the King Again"..
I was,I am and I will always be but a Winner...!! I got a reason to Fight,A reason to Live up Again... I am in the lowest fall stage of Life...i can but only Rise up and to the Peak... I smile I Laugh I cheer coz the sadness and bad luck is temporary... I get my position at the peak.. Someone once said "Tough ime dont last but Tough People Do"
And one Thing you must remember that,ive seen most people generally students losing faith in the Almighty in such a stage.. but i have not, it has only made me stronger,stronger than even..
So i ask all of you,if you have ever gone through such a phase or is going jus "Have Faith and keep the beleif,He is luking at you and cheking your endurance power and self respect"....
And remember as i say three things.....
1."Rise Up coz there is no time to Fall".... 2."Extreme passion or extreme necessity will take you to your dream" 3."Make your own life,Larger Than Life"..... Inshallah,All will fare well....
With Lots Of Love
Shaan...
Adios.
